Late Bloomer

Ok, I will follow up on the previous post soon enough...until then...

I want to share my latest favorite tv show with you. It's about these close friends that have great style, and great sex, and they live in a great city.

I am such a dork. I have JUST NOW become a fan of Sex In The City. For some reason, I just couldn't get into it before. I would watch 10-15 minutes of an episode, but it just didn't appeal to me. Miranda annoyed the crap out of me and Samantha reminded me too much of parts of myself; Carrie's observations were too conveniently dead on and Charlotte seemed too...nice. Ick. Then, tonight, I watched the episode where Miranda gets married in the community garden, and Samantha finds out she has breast cancer. I loved it. I think it came at a good time, especially with Samantha sort of having a change of heart about her latest handsome conquest. I related to her big time, and now I want to watch every episode. By the time I get through them all, the movie will be airing on network tv. Perfect.

A Time for All

Time to make some changes. I'm starting off by closing my accounts on match and eharmony. I am so done with online dating. Next, I'm throwing out tons of material shit. It has consumed me, and I can't take it anymore.

What bothers me most, is how dishonest I've been with myself and those I care about. What would happen if I lived my life completely honestly? I've been pulling the wool over my eyes long enough that I'm not sure. I'm unhappy. Plain and simple. I can change that. So, I will. It's a beautiful day outside, I am taking my book and going to read somewhere; just get out of the house and return with a clearer head.

Stay tuned.